on Course

My time management hasnt improve. Is not that 24hrs is not enough but just that time really passed fast as we all know. Anyway not to worry, lets just take/do a thing bit by bit step by step and day by day. Never give yourself too much pressure towards any work or issue. There’s many instance when I got the urge to blog to note down what is on my mind but due to time constraint I have forgotten what to share.

I have just started a course for MCSA (short for Microsoft Certified Systems Administrator) 3 days ago.  Come to think about it that life is really interesting, I have never expect myself to be doing mainly IT job scope and even training on this area for now. I’m never an outstanding IT student and never got good grades in technical modules. From a computer idiot to a persons who knows how to write basic programme application. Perhaps everything is already planned by god and fated for me to do all this ever since I’m posted to NP School of ICT to do Information Technology. 

It is not going to be an easy journey. Challenges is always a good way to groom a person to a better one. May my strength be strong and greatest determination to do well in what ever task I take up. Good result/life has to be earn by hard work. I always believe in miracle. The ICT “Can-do” spirit. And also, there’s never an end to the world. So stay happy while we are all alive, cheers :D

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my goals from now onwards

I realised over this one year I miss out many good things in my life, but not to worry we shall all try not dwell on the past. Look forward to the future and stand firm on the present ;)

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a new chapter is about to start

Finally! its’s the formal interview day with HR. so far this is the only interview i felt so well prepared. mr mun is very nice he get my colleague to help me and give me some advice. having my colleague brendon to guide me and give me 2 trial run of mock interview in the morning and afternoon. haha. guess u guys must be thinking why i hav got such gd priviledge (coz i bless to have so many nice friends ard me). dont laugh. it’s really useful!

brendon  briefed me on what I need to prepare and know yesterday morning. we all have no idea what kind of weird qn that will be asked but at the very least we need to know those common ones. so during the mock interview we went through the shaking and greeting part and it gave me a hard time. but both colleagues gave a nice comment for me. they feel that i’m a very down to earth person, honest and realistic. somehow or rather i feel this comment give me a big encouragement.

Anyway, the actual interview was a short one. Not many question was asked. thanks god! thanks to everyone that has help me all this while alan khaira edward faith brendon. and salina who gave me encouragement. it’s not over yet. the chapter is just about to start. I hope this new journey of mine will be a smooth and happy one. I told myself to buck up and really treasure this chance to pick up more IT skills and brush up my wearknesses such as English. who knows this may be my long-term career. haha. I want to grow I want to improve and I want to excel :) all the best to myself in ngee ann.

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梁静茹 – 没有如果

作詞:嚴爵 作曲:OC/OA Soulja

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口
那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手
有人說
世界上最遙遠的距離不是生與死
而是我就站在你面前
你卻不知道我 愛你
我常說如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉
的那天
如果我說 愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

如果 如果 沒有如果
如果如果 最後變成路過
我也不能接受
錯過錯過不能錯過
錯過錯過我比你更難過
我不會一錯再錯

唉 這次不要再隨便錯過

我常說
如果人類連愛一個人都被自己綁住
那世界末日已來到
不需要等到地球毀滅掉
的那天
別怕太快樂
別怕失去我
如果我說愛我沒有如果
錯過就過 你是不是會難過
若如果拿來當藉口 那是不是有一點弱

如果我說 愛我沒有如果
真的愛我 就放手一搏
還想什麼還 怕什麼
快牽起我的手

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答案

因为自己的一时好奇与冲动带来了数日的无畏担忧。左想右向,担心该如何面对。

大家都说这些担忧是多余的。他们笑我傻。我何不曾这么觉得呢。哈哈。傻妞!

虽然看似毫不在乎,但难免还是会觉得有点可惜。可是如果让我选择,这也是我要的答案。

这只是给我的小小考验。当上帝为我关上了一扇门,他必定会再为我开启一道窗。

我想我会勇敢面对一切,无论多艰难都要一步一脚印开心地走下去。

Everything happens for a reason. No pain no gain. No fear no success.

No matter how tough it is, be happy and work hard for it.

我记得你对我说过:船到桥头自然直。希望所有事都是如此。

我相信我可以的。I CAN DO IT!! :)

加油黄杰仪!! 

加油黄杰仪!!

加油黄杰仪!!

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BODY WORLDS

Body Worlds (The original exhibition of real human bodies) & the Cycle of Life. Woah! It’s here in town again. I simply can’t remember has the exhibition been holding here in singapore for many years. But I know that I wanted to go last year. Yap. It’s not cheap and is held at Science center (far from my place), that’s why I did not go. Anyway I’m pretty sure for those who take Bio or wants to know more about our bodies part will love this exhibition. It is going to be an incredible trip.

bodyworlds

Here’s the link http://www.bodyworlds.com.sg/

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I want to but..

I want to share  my feelings but I’m too bothered
I want to talk about our regatta but I’m tired
I want to pour out my sadness but I’m unable to
I want to cheer u up but I’m not in the mood too
I want to read the news but I’m just too lazy

Yes, I want to do lots of things but I’m simply stucked
Yes, I want a change in my life and I want to move on
Yes, I have no idea what should I do but I still have to make a decision
Yes, I have discussed with u guys but eventually is still up to me to decide

When god loves me by giving me a chance to choose but I’m afraid I cant handle it well

Dont tell me to follow my heart as it wont helps. I just want to know what should I do?

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life can just be that simple

开心就是可以那么简单。

当你笑我笑,当你哭我哭。

我只想让你快了多一点。

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I’m sick but surviving

Why did I fall sick at this time? Argh! There are many fun thing coming up and yet I have to stay at home to rest (it’s a must, just before it deteriorate to fever).

What i’ve MISSED:

  • last sea training at kallang basin
  • blood donation at blood bank 
  • jing’s chalet at east coast tonight
  • yuelin call me out for cycling

Sore throat , flu with nose block (the most terrible), feeling cold and whole body is aching. Extremely weak! WTH. How bad can this be? My temper was bad the past few days and am trying hard to suppress my anger. I’m so afraid that I would fly into a rage.

Anyway, I saw an article  on Nasopharyngeal carcinoma (nasal cancer) recently. Seems like I’m having some of the symptoms or is it that I’m scaring myself? I hope so. I just can’t imagine what if I have got cancer and what will happen to my family. Is either I will become a big burden to them if I’m undergoing treatment or  they will be traumatize with my death if I die.

She is not getting better and still refuse to see a doctor. I am very angry about it but what else can I do other than to pray for her.  Buddha, God and whoever has that strong power please help to brain wash her. I just need her to see a doctor that’s all I’m asking for.

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the super sluggish me on a bright sunday

HelloOo! I’m freaking bored the whole afternoon. Supposely should have pack my table and yet I napped for long hours. It’s a glorious day and I like this kindof weather. There’s many things that I can start doing on this great sunny day. However, I just feel so lethargic to even surf the internet.

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